For those who have been supportive, understanding, encouraging and still support us towards our moment of hitting the bottom of our lives, thank you and you are the blessings for us to keep on moving forward and never look back. We couldn't have make it without you.
For those who have been there for us, being judgmental, filled with hatred and assumption, who have been carried away with negative thoughts and bailing us while we are down here struggling to climb back into our lives, leave us hanging with not even a moral support, we thank you. You are a lesson for our lives. We know the fact that true colors shown through the attitude when we have nothing else left. Nothing.
It is not easy at all. Especially when you are have fell into a quicksand, or into a deep well. Struggling to climb up while people watching you; laughing at you from upstairs. They don't even remember that they were laughing together for the same reason.
Karma. Karma's a bitch. She's crazy, evil, justice and fair.
We are at its punishment. One person get caught with it, strangle the life circle, bammm~! you fell but the whole people who in it as well were dragged together too.
Now? We are struggling. Struggle to climb up again, to climb up the stairs, trying to get out from the well, struggling upon our difficult life to get back to that level again.
These are all metaphors of my life. People will always keep on judging and assume, I would not stop them from saying about us. I can't leave my family just like that. They are all I have. I am trying to cope and helping out with the phase that we have now. Living in such a small yet none to eat when we have none. Eat well when we can eat with complete meal. Remembering the moment of the good life, comparing the difficult life that we have.
To be grateful. Above all, to be grateful because we still live, still breathing, able to go to work, able to eat, sleep, smiling and having a good laugh. I really really really thank God for that.
xoxo
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